HI JOURNAL I FORGOT I HAD!

How you been, huh? It's been a while, eh?
Well, to catch you up... I still work at Cooper Street and have been for the past year. I'm back in school as an Acting Major at Suffolk and i love it! I have one year till I (finally) get my associates.
In other news, nothing is really all that new to be honest. I have a lot of plans for the future but I'm taking everything day by day and step by step...
I know this wasn't much of an update, but I'm sick right now and don't have much else to say. I'll leave you with my youtube video of the moment which is dedicated to the memory of Amy Winehouse who recently died. She was an incredible talent and even though she had a battle with some inner demons and lost, I still have incredible respect for her.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIjhrbCLWmc&feature=related

I'm the worst blogger alive.

Since my last post i've quit working at outback, got a job at Cooper Street Clam and Oyster Bar in Babylon Village. I also decided that going back to school is a great idea. Otherwise not much else is new. Maybe sometime in the near future i'll blog with more detail.
Sorry blogspot

This post was deleted.

Why? Because I said so.

Youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQKOi1M1xI8&playnext_from=TL&videos=IgC5d3o0wnw
In memory of Rue McClanahan <3

She got a donk.

Okay so, I'm not so sure if I wrote it in here yet or not, but I got a job at Outback in Lindenhurst as a server which is awesome because it gives me something to do with myself these days. As far as long term goals go, I don't have any at the moment, really. Like I said I just wanna do me for a little while. If I said I was happy with my life in general right now, i'd be lying... However I would have to admit things seem to get better. It's a slow climb, but it's a climb.

Youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci4BgSgolc8

I wanna learn how to booty dance like this guy.

I don't know what to do anymore...

I'm not entirely sure what I wanna do about school anymore. I don't wanna go to College anymore. I feel as if it's making me miserable and as long as I'm in school I'm not living my life at all. This semester I might finish with 6 credits, I might finish with 3, I might finish with none. I'm not entirely sure. I've fucked up in school so bad in the past and it's just getting worse. I think it's really making me miserable. I always thought that someone needed to go to school to make a life for themselves, but why? Why can't someone just live? I know it seems strange to say, but I do not have very high aspirations. I simply want to be able to support myself and be happy. I feel like I do not need school for this goal. Maybe eventually I would like to get a degree but I think right now I wanna do me.
Is that such a terrible thing to say?
I didn't think so.

Random youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBOV8WzH-oY&playnext_from=TL&videos=vDgwZ2qP4yM

Happy Green.

Well, it's St. Patrick's Day. What am I doing?? Absolutely nothing. Last year I got a tattoo, since it has been exactly one year since my last tattoo, I decided to give blood today. That was just about the most exciting thing I did today. I've had quite a depressing day so far, I won't lie. I had a talk with my parents because I'm failing 2 out of the 4 classes I'm taking this semester. That went surprisingly well, actually. I have also been very mopey and depressed lately. I don't really feel like getting too into details, but I just don't feel like myself. I've had this strange morbid feeling of death looming over me. Maybe I need therapy. Maybe.
Where was I going with this post?
I don't know.
Have a good and safe St Patty's Day everyone, I'm gonna sit home on facebook. Maybe I'll read a book if I'm feelin' like getting real crazy.
Maybe.

Youtube Video of the Moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qybUFnY7Y8w

Is that all there is?

So, yesterday I saw Rufus Wainwright in concert for the 4th time and I decided that I'm going to marry that man. He just doesn't know it yet. The concert was in Poughkeepsie, NY which is right by where he was born. Every time I see him in concert I am always impressed. However, this show ranks in the top 2 times I've seen him live. He played all of my favorite songs by him, and a few really good new ones. His mother actually just recently passed away, so he mentioned it a few times, but if anything it made his performance that much better.
My friend Jackie and I went up there and before the show we got cracker Barrel for dinner which was just the most godly food on earth, then we saw the show and before we got there we had booked a room at a Courtyard Marriott. I had Sonic for the first time and it was definitely interesting. Then right before we left to go back home, we had cracker Barrel one more time. Overall, I had a pretty amazing weekend.
Well, there's not much else I feel like I need to say so with that in mind, i'll leave you all with my...

Youtube video of the moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2l8erdPprSc

I've been obsessed with this song all freakin' day. It's just great haha