I've done so little lately and it makes me feel so lazy. In my defense, I have been sick for the past 4 days almost, and I'm just beginning to feel normal again. I guess, taking it easy for a bit never hurt anyone especially considering towards the beginning of the summer I did quite a bit of walking and worked my ass off. I deserve some down time for me.
Today was incredibly un-eventful I woke up early for no reason, watched some Maury and then I watched the movie Kinsey, and now I'm watching the Amityville Horror. I think everyone needs a little time to themselves now and then to do nothing and be a little lazy.
School starts up again soon. I'm am equally excited and dreading it at the same time. I love going to school and being productive and having something to do and feeling like I'm getting closer to accomplishing my goals... I just hate not having any time at all to myself which is why being lazy now is totally fine by me because in a month, I won't even have a minute to myself.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't stressing just a little bit about money, because I am. I need ot save up enough money to get a car, register it, and insure it. I also will not be working nearly as much once i'm back in school so gas money is going to be a real issue for me. I've been considering maybe picking up babysitting jobs here and there on the weekends when I go back to school since it's incredibly flexible freelance work. Not to mention, I'm pretty good with kids and I do very much enjoy working with them. I found a website called sittercity.com and they offer a background check for just about $10. Once you have a background check posted on a reputable website people are much more inclined to hire you to watch after their kids so we will have to see what happens with that.
Otherwise, I guess only time will tell if everything will work out in the end.

Youtube Video of the Moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w77boWNsk68

HI JOURNAL I FORGOT I HAD!

How you been, huh? It's been a while, eh?
Well, to catch you up... I still work at Cooper Street and have been for the past year. I'm back in school as an Acting Major at Suffolk and i love it! I have one year till I (finally) get my associates.
In other news, nothing is really all that new to be honest. I have a lot of plans for the future but I'm taking everything day by day and step by step...
I know this wasn't much of an update, but I'm sick right now and don't have much else to say. I'll leave you with my youtube video of the moment which is dedicated to the memory of Amy Winehouse who recently died. She was an incredible talent and even though she had a battle with some inner demons and lost, I still have incredible respect for her.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIjhrbCLWmc&feature=related

I'm the worst blogger alive.

Since my last post i've quit working at outback, got a job at Cooper Street Clam and Oyster Bar in Babylon Village. I also decided that going back to school is a great idea. Otherwise not much else is new. Maybe sometime in the near future i'll blog with more detail.
Sorry blogspot

This post was deleted.

Why? Because I said so.

Youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQKOi1M1xI8&playnext_from=TL&videos=IgC5d3o0wnw
In memory of Rue McClanahan <3

She got a donk.

Okay so, I'm not so sure if I wrote it in here yet or not, but I got a job at Outback in Lindenhurst as a server which is awesome because it gives me something to do with myself these days. As far as long term goals go, I don't have any at the moment, really. Like I said I just wanna do me for a little while. If I said I was happy with my life in general right now, i'd be lying... However I would have to admit things seem to get better. It's a slow climb, but it's a climb.

Youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci4BgSgolc8

I wanna learn how to booty dance like this guy.

I don't know what to do anymore...

I'm not entirely sure what I wanna do about school anymore. I don't wanna go to College anymore. I feel as if it's making me miserable and as long as I'm in school I'm not living my life at all. This semester I might finish with 6 credits, I might finish with 3, I might finish with none. I'm not entirely sure. I've fucked up in school so bad in the past and it's just getting worse. I think it's really making me miserable. I always thought that someone needed to go to school to make a life for themselves, but why? Why can't someone just live? I know it seems strange to say, but I do not have very high aspirations. I simply want to be able to support myself and be happy. I feel like I do not need school for this goal. Maybe eventually I would like to get a degree but I think right now I wanna do me.
Is that such a terrible thing to say?
I didn't think so.

Random youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBOV8WzH-oY&playnext_from=TL&videos=vDgwZ2qP4yM

Happy Green.

Well, it's St. Patrick's Day. What am I doing?? Absolutely nothing. Last year I got a tattoo, since it has been exactly one year since my last tattoo, I decided to give blood today. That was just about the most exciting thing I did today. I've had quite a depressing day so far, I won't lie. I had a talk with my parents because I'm failing 2 out of the 4 classes I'm taking this semester. That went surprisingly well, actually. I have also been very mopey and depressed lately. I don't really feel like getting too into details, but I just don't feel like myself. I've had this strange morbid feeling of death looming over me. Maybe I need therapy. Maybe.
Where was I going with this post?
I don't know.
Have a good and safe St Patty's Day everyone, I'm gonna sit home on facebook. Maybe I'll read a book if I'm feelin' like getting real crazy.
Maybe.

Youtube Video of the Moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qybUFnY7Y8w