I don't know what to do anymore...

I'm not entirely sure what I wanna do about school anymore. I don't wanna go to College anymore. I feel as if it's making me miserable and as long as I'm in school I'm not living my life at all. This semester I might finish with 6 credits, I might finish with 3, I might finish with none. I'm not entirely sure. I've fucked up in school so bad in the past and it's just getting worse. I think it's really making me miserable. I always thought that someone needed to go to school to make a life for themselves, but why? Why can't someone just live? I know it seems strange to say, but I do not have very high aspirations. I simply want to be able to support myself and be happy. I feel like I do not need school for this goal. Maybe eventually I would like to get a degree but I think right now I wanna do me.
Is that such a terrible thing to say?
I didn't think so.

Random youtube video of the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBOV8WzH-oY&playnext_from=TL&videos=vDgwZ2qP4yM

Happy Green.

Well, it's St. Patrick's Day. What am I doing?? Absolutely nothing. Last year I got a tattoo, since it has been exactly one year since my last tattoo, I decided to give blood today. That was just about the most exciting thing I did today. I've had quite a depressing day so far, I won't lie. I had a talk with my parents because I'm failing 2 out of the 4 classes I'm taking this semester. That went surprisingly well, actually. I have also been very mopey and depressed lately. I don't really feel like getting too into details, but I just don't feel like myself. I've had this strange morbid feeling of death looming over me. Maybe I need therapy. Maybe.
Where was I going with this post?
I don't know.
Have a good and safe St Patty's Day everyone, I'm gonna sit home on facebook. Maybe I'll read a book if I'm feelin' like getting real crazy.
Maybe.

Youtube Video of the Moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qybUFnY7Y8w

Is that all there is?

So, yesterday I saw Rufus Wainwright in concert for the 4th time and I decided that I'm going to marry that man. He just doesn't know it yet. The concert was in Poughkeepsie, NY which is right by where he was born. Every time I see him in concert I am always impressed. However, this show ranks in the top 2 times I've seen him live. He played all of my favorite songs by him, and a few really good new ones. His mother actually just recently passed away, so he mentioned it a few times, but if anything it made his performance that much better.
My friend Jackie and I went up there and before the show we got cracker Barrel for dinner which was just the most godly food on earth, then we saw the show and before we got there we had booked a room at a Courtyard Marriott. I had Sonic for the first time and it was definitely interesting. Then right before we left to go back home, we had cracker Barrel one more time. Overall, I had a pretty amazing weekend.
Well, there's not much else I feel like I need to say so with that in mind, i'll leave you all with my...

Youtube video of the moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2l8erdPprSc

I've been obsessed with this song all freakin' day. It's just great haha

Wow! I suck at this game...

I always forget I have this thing for months at a time, and then i'll go to it and see how in my last post I promised to be a better blogger. Apparently, I didn't follow through on that promise. God, I suck... Don't I?
Ok, update... I've been back from Disney for about a month now, and I'm still working on getting a new job. I have an interview at Outback Steakhouse tommorow, so we can only hope I get that job.
As far as school goes, I should have one semester left of my associates. It took me long enough, but I might just have myself a degree real soon!
Let's see... I think the reason I never update this thing is because I have a very uneventful life. I've become obsessed with the music from the musical Next To Normal as of late. It's a pretty amazing sounding show... I'm definitely seeing it when I have money again.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFt5ggJgrfI

<3 yeah i'm pretty much in love.

Anywho, I need to get dressed, and take a shower, and get my ass to class.

Youtube video of the moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8Vh9_Hi1kY

It's been a while...

Wow, I haven't written in here in a longgg time. I feel as if i've neglected this journal. If I really wanted to, I could write 50 pages worth of stuff because sooo much has happened in the past few months. But, I wont. Basically to sum up the past few months, I've been working like crazy and broke all the time. I made a plethora of friends. My job kind of sucks more and more as time goes on, but I still find ways to make the best of it. In the past week one of my roommates got fired for stealing a blender, which sucks. We still don't have a new roommate and we're not sure whether or not we're gonna get a new one. I feel like there's so much to day about my life down here, but I can't possibly update on everything.

In other news, this made me really happy: http://www.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/10/10/obama.gay.rights/index.html

Obama is amazing.

Alright, i'm gonna try to be a better blogger. I promise!

Youtube Video of the Moment!

I shit pixie dust and make magical moments.

So, I haven't updated in a longggg time, I'll be honest... I've just been really lazy. What's new? I work at Disney World! =]
I've been living in Florida since June 15th and truth be told, I definitely love it. I live with 6 other guys who are all awesome and I work at Tony's Town Square in the Magic Kingdom as a host. I have to say that aside from the fact that I work a lot of hours and don't get paid much, I'm having a great time. On my days off I've just been going to the parks and on the days I work, I go out after work and get drunk =]
My hours are typically 2:30 - 9:15, so I get home after work by about 10, go out and get wasted, then wake up at noon and go to work again. I get about 2 days off a week which I spend either hanging out with my roommates, going to the parks, or going out somewhere.
Life here is pretty simple and even though work can be annoying from time to time, the good outweighs the bad by a lot.

Well, anyway I just figured I'd update real quick I'll leave you all with a very fitting you tube video of the moment:

Debbie Downer @ Yahoo! Video

http://video.yahoo.com/watch/111272/605855

Just a qiuck little somethin' somethin'

So, this is just a quick little update to touch base and let everyone know I'm still alive and kickin'
My official last day at Dave and Busters is June 12, which is in 6 days...
I leave for Florida on June 15th, which is in 9 days.

I'm fucking excited.

There's a good amount of crap that has happened in the past few days, but I don't really feel like writing about it because it's kind of a long story, and I need to go to my cousin's birthday party in a little while.

So, on that note... What was the point of updating?
I dont know.

Here's 2 videos for you.

(The videos are really just there for the songs. I'm obsessed with both of these songs right now)

Youtube Video(s) Of The Moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKfDwChOoHI


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEiKpVcp3zg